Tuesday, August 10, 2010

why oh why...

Hello my lovely blogger friends...I know I have been MIA its just the LSAT prep class is really taking its course! I had a mock test on Monday, and I, uh failed. TOTALLY my fault...its been a month since the class started and it seems so easy and doable but its all about timing, and mastery...and I have yet to achieve these on my own! I WILL GET THERE...because now I am focused. In fact tomorrow I plan on waking up early and spending my day devoted to practicing, and of course I will probably stop half way through and do something totally un necessary or irrelevant. Isn't it so funny that when you have to do something, you manage to stop and do something that is not really that important, and you do it subconsciously lol

Recently, I was talking to my rents, and they are thinking that they may want my car, but in replacement get me a similiar, newer car...I am all for this idea, or I was anyways. Lately I have been noticing alot of door dings on my car, I hit the car a couple of times (mostly my fault), and someone hit me. Last week, I was careless not paying attention and bumped into a car infront of me, in the DRIVE THRU. Luckily, the gentleman was so nice and understanding, there was no damage on his car, and well mine I haven't fixed it yet from the previous time. The other night, I was in a parking lot and once again a car was backing up and just touched my car, there was no damage just a couple of scratches. A car is a car, it is suppose to take you from point A to point B, but I have just been feeling that I am such a bad driver and do not deserve a newer car. It really got to me, and I have been meaning to express it because I take it personally. I started realizing, that its not my car, its not me (well sometimes) but it may in fact bethat I tend to drive alot. I am usually at the mall or a coffee shop where there are cars flying through. I want a newer car, but I am also ok with this car.

Thats all for now ...talk to you all soon!

S.